六月世界杯 

  一，

  足球一直都是我在受教育岁月里的一项极其沉迷的运动，其对我产生的影响有好也有坏，但是如同人一直是极其多面的，它其实对我的人生轨迹也产生极其严重的影响，当然是从坏的方面，至少使我的生活质量在一段较为之短暂的时期里降为零，没有什么可宣扬的，到现在我还很清晰地记住当时的感受：我觉得我的身躯前所未有的单薄，然后，我眼中的世界开始褪色。
  可是，还好，我一直觉得在友情方面我是个很幸运的人，很大方面也得益于此项运动

。不用费上很大的力气与时间偏将之解决，我也一直在反思与学习。这届世界杯，个人来说少了很多东西，但多了些许思考，减法与加法，伴随着我青春飞扬的面孔渐渐地从我视野消失，好比雾的味道，轻飘，而不散。从细微的动作便知激情不再。

  四年，往后算，往前计，生活能控制吗？一时一地的境况变迁，会走向何方？我强烈地意识到自己此生与日出无缘，这往往掩饰了自己不满
于现实状况或者无法达到既定目标的真实状况。
  不记得在那本书里看过这样一句话:人总是避免不了短视与趋利避害的缺陷。我开始时怀疑趋利避害归为缺陷，现在总能明白，其实每件事情也是多面的，人生短暂，多学点东西也无妨。

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Sinnerman

Sinnerman where you gunna run to
Sinnerman where you gunna run to
Where you gunna run to
All on that day

Well I run to the rock
Please hide me I run to the rock
Please hide me I run to the rock
Please hide me lord
All on that day

Well the rock cried out
I can’t hide you the rock cried out
I can’t hide you the rock cried out
I ain’t gunna hide you god
All on that day

I said rock what?s a matter with you rock
Don’t you see I need you rock
Don’t let down
All on that day

So I run to the river
It was bleedin I run to the sea
It was bleedin I run to the sea
It was bleedin all on that day

So I run to the river it was boilin
I run to the sea it was boilin
I run to the sea it was boilin
All on that day

So I run to the lord
Please help me lord
Don’t you see me prayin
Don’t you see me down here prayin

But the lord said
Go to the devil
The lord said
Go to the devil
He said go to the devil
All on that day

So I ran to the devil
He was waiting
I ran to the devil he was waiting
I ran to the devil he was waiting
All on that day

Oh yeah

Oh I run to the river
It was boilin I run to the sea
It was boilin I run to the sea
It was boilin all on that day

So I ran to the lord
I said lord hide me
Please hide me
Please help me
All on that day

Said God where were you
When you are old and prayin

Lord lord hear me prayin
Lord lord hear me prayin
Lord lord hear me prayin
All on that day

Sinnerman you oughta be prayin
Oughta be prayin sinnerman
Oughta be prayin all on that day
这首歌一直在我耳中响起，至少我已经摆脱偶像式垃圾音乐的困扰。九分多的歌曲压缩成三分的视频出入很大。